HMH Chapter 10

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“Ngh, th-this is weird…! My stomach suddenly… feels like it’s burning up… hot and painful… euk! Aht…!”

His belly, wrapped in his arms, gradually grew hotter. It felt as if the blood flow inside his body were flowing backward and climbing up. The pain grew stronger, and a burning, scorching sensation was felt in his stomach. In the end, Eun-chan, clutching his abdomen, let out a miserable scream, and with the recoil, his head involuntarily fell backward.

“It hurts! My stomach feels hot and like it’s going to tear…!”

“Eun-chan, get a hold of yourself! You can’t lose consciousness like this… urgh! Wh-what is this…?”

At Eun-chan’s sudden complaint of pain, Seol-hyeon, startled, approached Eun-chan’s side, but because of a barrier of unknown identity that had suddenly appeared, he could not approach Eun-chan’s side. He just watched Eun-chan’s pained appearance beyond the barrier, his emotions growing heated.

“Seo Eun-chan! Get a hold of yourself! I’ll come to you, so just hold on a little…! Seo Eun-chan…!”

Seol-hyeon pounded his fist on the barrier surrounding Eun-chan and shouted loudly. To reassure Eun-chan, he even raised his voice unusually. But Seol-hyeon could not hide his impatience. His heart tightened ominously, and a bad premonition arose.

From his experience with gates so far, Seol-hyeon instinctively felt that something ominous was happening. The air around the gate strangely sank, giving the feeling of the calm before a storm.

“Control this area right now and evacuate the citizens! And don’t let anyone inside!”

Seol-hyeon hurriedly gave the police outside caution and orders about the ominous thing that might happen ahead. Then, at Seol-hyeon’s shout, the police moved in perfect unison. In addition, officials from the Center quickly sealed off the surroundings and swiftly put up screens so the gate and the inside of the gate could not be seen.

Seol-hyeon also used his own ability to surround it once more with an ice wall as a temporary measure. Even while using his ability, Seol-hyeon received a hot heat. Around where Eun-chan was, his ability was refused, protecting Eun-chan even more strongly. Seol-hyeon looked at Eun-chan and discovered the red circle that had appeared on his abdomen. His gaze sharpened.

‘Could it be showing signs of awakening as an esper?’

There were cases where awakening as an esper was accompanied by terrible pain just before. Seol-hyeon was the same. Recalling his own moment of awakening, he felt a headache. Seol-hyeon grabbed his throbbing head and slowly approached Eun-chan’s side. Then, from behind, the gate showed an ominous movement.

Creak, creeeak.

The gate sealed with ice shook, showing signs of being pierced. Seol-hyeon thought Eun-chan was important too, but prepared for another surprise attack that might occur. With Seol-hyeon at the center, both front and rear showed movements difficult to predict. Seol-hyeon felt strongly a feeling different from the gates he had experienced countless times.

‘This gate is strange somehow. It’s different from the gates I’ve experienced… I must not let my guard down.’

Reaching the thought that it might be a special gate never before discovered, Seol-hyeon guarded the gate even more and prepared to exercise his ability at any time. And while intensely watching Eun-chan’s condition and looking for a chance to rescue him, Eun-chan, unable to bear the pain, let out a scream.

“E-euaaaaah!!!! It’s hot…! Ha, haa. It’s agonizing… heuk… haangh! Urk, it hurts… euk, hot…”

Facing Eun-chan’s tear-covered, unfamiliar face, Seol-hyeon’s face hardened. Not only the suspicious movement on the gate side, but Eun-chan’s side also showed an ominous movement. Eun-chan’s face flushed, and the red circle on his abdomen began to glow faintly. And from Eun-chan’s body, a sweet scent for unknown reasons spread, stimulating Seol-hyeon’s nose.

‘Urk, what is this scent?’

He became exposed to Eun-chan’s sweet scent without protection. Seol-hyeon felt his nerves become sharp and sensitive to the unknown sweet scent. His nerves became several times more sensitive than usual, and because of that, every external stimulus felt intense.

‘Something feels… strange.’

Heat was felt in his lower half, his throat grew hot, and he felt thirst. Moreover, in the thick sweet smell, he even felt a strange hunger. And toward Eun-chan, sexual desire stealthily rose. Seol-hyeon shuddered at that sensation.

‘What is this smell? Suddenly I feel strange… I feel like I’m going to… It’s dangerous.’

Seol-hyeon felt a threatening feeling from the heat and sweet scent emanating from Eun-chan. This was not a simple physical attack, but a bizarre thing that made him fall into a secret, sexual mood. Seol-hyeon suddenly felt “lewdness” in Eun-chan’s heat and sweet scent.

“Urgh, I can’t take this anymore…”

Seol-hyeon hurriedly covered his nose and mouth and hid his reddened face. It was a sensual feeling he had never felt even once. With his eyes squeezed shut, he struggled with all his might to reject the strangely rising mood.

But the strangely felt mood, once felt, seeped in as if wetting his body, and the sensual feeling did not easily shake off. Rather, it gripped Seol-hyeon even more strongly. Because of that, Seol-hyeon could not hide his flustered heart.

An intense heat he could not normally feel surged into his lower half. Hot blood gathered through his veins, and before long, his secret member, swollen, was felt firmly erect.

‘No way.’

It was an absurd thing. Seol-hyeon had received no particular sexual contact or stimulation. He had only been exposed to Eun-chan’s heat and scent. But with just that, his lower half reacted. Seol-hyeon broke into a sweat from bewilderment and felt his throat stifled. To be precise, he felt heat. Seol-hyeon was an ice-type ability user with a peculiar constitution of not feeling heat in particular, let alone cold. For him to feel heat was an absurd thing.

‘What happened? Why do I suddenly feel heat?’

At this first-ever experience since becoming an esper, Seol-hyeon was bewildered. To such Seol-hyeon, hot, damp skin touched him and was felt clinging to him. It was none other than Eun-chan, fully heated.

“Heuk, S-Seol-hyeon… My… my… body is strange. My body… my body… heuk, Seol-hyeon… save me.”

Eun-chan shed tears. His full, long eyelashes were wet with tears and fluttered. Eun-chan, having exhausted all his strength, could not control his heated body and leaned on the nearest place, spreading his legs and opening his own body.

Seol-hyeon’s eyes widened at Eun-chan’s stark appearance. Hurriedly, he tried to avert his gaze from Eun-chan’s erotic and explicit appearance. But the image of Eun-chan, stored in an instant, stimulated Seol-hyeon’s lower half even more and made it ache. Blood that had rushed to his lower half seemed to surge. His lower part felt heavy and uncomfortable beyond, with a throbbing pain.

‘I’m crazy. What am I doing to Eun-chan right now…’

Emotions and desires that were hard to allow were egging Seol-hyeon on. He was embarrassed and confused by his lower part, firmly erect. Moreover, the stiff and uncomfortable sensation became clearer, and an intense thirst was felt. His lower part rebelliously boiled with beast-like desire against Seol-hyeon who suppressed it, to the point of feeling pain from frustration. He took special care not to let Eun-chan notice this. But Eun-chan, fully heated, blurted out resentfully to Seol-hyeon, who turned his body away and did not respond properly.

“Can’t you hear me…? I need you. If it’s not you right now… euh, ngh, aht, Seol-hyeon… please save me somehow…”

Eun-chan also could barely hold his body together from the heat. Without properly recognizing what words he was uttering, he desperately clung to Seol-hyeon. Seol-hyeon looked at such Eun-chan pitifully, while his own insides were burning too.

“I need you… why are you just staring blankly…? You bad bastard… you’re always like that, aren’t you? It doesn’t matter what happens to me…?”

At Eun-chan’s tears running down his cheeks, Seol-hyeon’s heart also felt as if it dropped with a thud. It was a feeling he had for the first time. Seol-hyeon found it difficult to accept that feeling. It was also strange and unfamiliar. He had been apart from him for a long time and had never faced him or heard news of him, but the time they spent together as children was long. Because of that, there was nothing he did not know about Eun-chan. Moreover, he was closer than anyone. But Eun-chan right before his eyes now was somewhat unfamiliar. Especially, at the heat felt from him and the strangely erotic atmosphere, unknowable feelings bloomed and confused him.

‘Eun-chan is definitely right… so why has this situation come about?’

Seol-hyeon wondered whether the Eun-chan he knew was right. Seol-hyeon bit his molars. Strength went into his jaw.

‘Am I still being deceived by the gate? Did I fall into an illusion set by the gate from the moment I entered the gate’s barrier? If not… that Seo Eun-chan makes no sense… And what is this feeling?’

Could it have been a gate with the ability to dominate the mental system? Seol-hyeon found it hard to believe what was unfolding before his eyes. Seol-hyeon felt an unbelievable desire looking at Eun-chan. This desire was secret and close to primal instinct. But Seol-hyeon felt a sense of betrayal at the fact that he felt it toward Eun-chan, an old friend and a friend reunited after 10 years.

‘Feeling this kind of feeling toward you is strange. This can’t be allowed…’

The betraying lust held Seol-hyeon, whispering sweetly like a devil. He writhed in the unknowable heat. If he let go of his reason even a little, it seemed he would rush at Eun-chan, who had been his friend, at once. And immediately bite Eun-chan’s neck and painfully rummage through his soft skin, wanting only to relieve his own desire.

The extremely surging sensual feeling held Seol-hyeon with a thick desire unpleasant enough to dominate him, pressing him. To firmly hold onto his reason, he furrowed his brow. But, not knowing any of this, Eun-chan appealed to Seol-hyeon with resentful feelings.

“That’s too much. Cha Seol-hyeon. You’re really too much.”

“E, Eun-chan?”

“Why… why are you rejecting me? Do you… hate me? Don’t you… like me? Is that why you left like that ten years ago?”

“Th, that…”

“It hurts. It hurts so much… Seol-hyeon… Help me, please.”

Eun-chan held out his hand with a desperate face. Seol-hyeon watched it and hesitated. He kept a certain distance and did not rashly approach Eun-chan. Because of that, Eun-chan, whose heat had risen to its peak, was in agony, and on top of his impatience he felt hurt as well. Right now his body was not only burning painfully but itching, and from deep inside his body a lewd feeling dominated him and tossed him around.

Eun-chan did not want to keep his sanity in the face of that lewd feeling. He wanted to just let his slackening mind go and surrender his body to the wet, erotic feeling. To relieve this excitement and heat, he needed Seol-hyeon somehow. Only he seemed able to erase this pain and free him from this lewd feeling.

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